HRT DIARY
this page follows my progress on testosterone.
i use androgel 1.62% 20.25mcg.
WEEK 1 - 5/14-5/20
first week! the hunger was immediate. i became a black hole.
WEEK 2 - 5/21-5/28
random boners have started. very emotional and sensitive. sweaty.
WEEK 3 - 5/29-6/4
hot flashes are SOOO intense. i'm showering twice as often.
WEEK 4 - 6/5-6/11
sexuality is changing? i think? i've never been into men before. the disconnect between my transness and my body is fading away so im much more dysphoric.
WEEK 5 - 6/12-6/18
very dysphoric. i've never had bottom dysphoria before, but i do now occassionally. it's very weird and it makes me feel like a pervert. also i'm generally a sex pest now.
WEEK 6 - 6/19-6/25
busy week. very stressful. i'm emotionally a young teenager. very hard to regulate my feelings. a tiny bit more bottom growth.
WEEK 7 - 6/26-7/2
I AM A PERVERT I NEED TO BE CHAINED AND LOCKED IN A CAGE OH MY LORD
WEEK 8 - 7/3-7/9
moved out of my teenage bedroom into a different part of the house with more privacy. i have my own AC now and it's very helpful with the hot flashes i've been having. morning wood is miserable.